Gorgeous Me Me Me Days...

I am living by this quote: " You can not create solutions to your problems with the same mentality you created them"

So, I needed a little time off from being me.  First I throw a party, with a non conservative attitude and yes, I smoked too.  I had the time of my life running around in a bikini and doing ballet to a Marc Anthony song with a beer bottle in my hand.  And comes the new hair. 

I feel gorgeous my own way.  For the first time in my life, I have a hair style I enjoy very much: a dramatic bob with a totally transformed color and highlights.  I look at myself and ask "where have you been all my life?"  Million thanks to the creator, Armina!

And I can not believe how much positive effect a good hair can make to your mood; fluffy, light-weight, all over the place. It is like you become the most beautiful creature in your very own world. So I am settled with the hair for the time being.  I am nor ashamed to feel gorgeous or enjoy taking a selfie.

I am  so excited about my new beginnings.  My first motivation: generate an income to be able to afford this style. Great news is that my stylist gives discounts to devoted customers.

To the new Beginnings

    I willingly quit my job. August 1st is going to be my last day at work where I used to work for almost six years now.  It was a tough decision. As soon as I gave my way advance notice, I started to feel all excited again.  For the first time after I can not remember how long, I will not have a steady income.  I will be all on my own and dead broke.  I am thinking about couple of alternatives but at the end I have no idea how the August 4th is going the feel like.    And I do not care.

   All I know is I want to read until I pass out, write things I never even talked about before, do make up videos just for fun, and share and share and share, flare up my marriage just because I truly believe my sweat husband deserves better, eat healthy which never happened, work out until I burn my tights, study math because I enjoy it, and beyond all have a friend.
 
   Ok, I know we all have to work for money and we can not possibly be irresponsible and lazy.  But I need to take one more look and breath the fresh air before I tumble off a cliff.  I am going to use this blog as a diary to motivate my self.  Organizing and balancing and finding and starting the new beginnings.